three cheers for me.
I'm Aalya!
Yes, I know that's an "interesting/unique" name,
but seriously, it's not that hard to pronounce!
I'm 17! and that makes me feel oldddd!
A good date to remember would be 3 Nov(:
I'm often seen in the company of best friend.
I love being random and going high with friends!(:
I'm a (hardcore) dancer(:
I like to brag about my fabulous British accent! HAHA!
I am a total facebooker!
I have a strange and honestly unknown obsession for colourful stuff!!! Stars, to be exact(: Wheess!
And yes, I do talk lots of crap half the time(:
01:53
Sunday, 31 January 2010
in the spirit of looking through past blog posts, i felt it's time i did something to this blog again...i don't really know what's the point of resuscitating my blog, and although talking to the wall does the same job of blogging,BUT let's be honest, sometimes i just feel like "hey i wanna write this moment down"so here i am(:after (ehh, actually it hasn't been that long..) 1 and a half months,a lot has changed.i feel like my life is been shifted in a whole new perspectiveever since the end of last year,having God in my life has been awesomeHe has blessed me so so so much alreadyand day by day, i feel like my faith just gets stronger i just wanna stop and say wow by it all. i feel a sense of peace, and nothing else to describe(: mm, what else?going through more experiences, more emotions, more thingsi feel myself growing up.. is that scary? hahah.i love my best friend btw(:(seeeee i mentioned you in my blog okay!) hahahabut seriously, i'm really thankful for having Ms Tabitha Loh in my lifei really leave it to God to keep this awesome friendship going for many many more years to come no matter what happens(:and that's all i have to blog for nowwwwback to my one month hiatus? we'll see(:
20:37
Sunday, 13 December 2009
after 9 straight episodes of heroes today, (yes i did start at 9.30am, and only stopped cause my player got stuck:(( )
i'm expecting myself to start this post with some great saying or theory about life.
sadly i have none..
just immersing myself so much into heores is like throwing yourself into a different life,
where the world is always in danger, and there is someone always going to be there to save it
silly me feels relatively unspecial.. hah
been feeling like i have many choices to make
whether i should drop hl math. whether i should take more dance classes, or should i be using that time to study more. who should i give the last of my bracelets to since right now the number of friends i have are running thinner and thinner. (a task i thought was so easy, but now, i don't even know who else there is that like a true friend..)
it's funny how there are so many friendships i miss.
i don't want to sound ego or anything, but i don't think i drove them away..
so should i keep reviving them, when so few actually wanna meet me?
i don't want to become hardened... like someone i know,
at the same time i don't want to seem soft and pathetic.
should i still be friends with someone else.
anyways, i'm making those decisions right now
i'm not going to drop math, because there was a reason why i picked it in the first place, and i know myself, and i like math when i can do it, so i'm going to stick!
i'm going to check out my competitive dance thing cause that is something i really want to do.
i will give my last bracelet to someone who i have been dying to see come home already, as a welcome back present.
should i still be friends with ___, heck yeah, but i ain't going to be emotionally invested until i gain back my trust.
wasn't that easy..
that's what blogs are for, no?
clearing your thoughts.
not for some poor person who has reached the end of this post thinking what a disappointing post...
refer to disclaimer at the top...
this post is as a result of 9 straight 1 hour episodes of heroes..
so don't take me seriously dears.
as they say,
to be continued...
*que the credits theme music*
12:48
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
feeling like the last to know everything sucks
so don't blame me for being a bitch.
00:24
Friday, 20 November 2009
i'm the daughter hiding my depression.i'm the sister making a good impression.i'm your friend acting like i'm fine.i'm a teenager pushing aside her tears.i'm the girl sitting next to you.i'm the one asking you to care.i'm the best friend hoping you'll be there.
23:54
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
first paper for my promos is this fri...
and no i haven't studied.
but more so...
i really really stressed out about my malay paper
i've never been good in malay
but this time, it's gonna be counted in my ib
so i really really need at least a 6 for a good overall ib score
but i feel so crap especially doing a past year paper and getting a lot wrong
gahblahhhhhh
i wish my malay was better
i missed my best friend a lot today.
while getting so hyper into disney music
so many disney movie quotes/songs... ( i sang 'mysterious as the dark side of the moon' several time today! lol)
can't wait to be out of this shit hole for this year at least.
and yeah, the fact that my birthday is next tuesday isn't doing justice to making me feel better
sighs.
20:55
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
wish i could!
fame cd is awesome(:
i'm so tired.
exhausted by the work load
my school is seriously retarded.
who freaking releases a freaking math portfolio like two freaking weeks before promos
and bio and chem ia's regular for each week
daily homework > ias and portfolio > study for exams > EE
how do you eat an elephant?in bite sized pieces... just that it takes too long!
i lack the one thing i need. time.
21:23
Sunday, 27 September 2009
have you ever had one of those weekends.
where you just think that this is what your life could be about?
i love dancing(:
of course not the aches and bruises after but hey the experience.
it's that moment when you become lost in the steps,
and you don't realise you've done something wrong (like jump up at the wrong freaking lyric!)cause your in the zone
taking on the persona of who you are supposed to be
the cool sexy chick
or the emo depressed one
or just another shopper at cathay!
i really really enjoy that!
so yeah, i would say that i had an awesome weekend,
away from homework, studying, pressures.. mostly!
and now my eyelids are too heavy to keep open any more so toodles!(:
23:46
Saturday, 19 September 2009
this is going to be one heck of a busy term.
first up, i have promos on the first week of nov.
what does that equal to?
study study study!
i'm going to be a frequent member of the library!
then i have 2 performances in nov only about a week apart
dance practices are twice a week,
which will only increase massively as the date draws nearer
since most of the ppl in my cca are bitches
that'll be so much fun!
thennn i will be joining the bio olympia thingy on 10 nov
which is siow!
1) i'll have extra lessons to add on to my busy schedule
2) i'll be learning university level stuff
3) it's a freaking 5 hour paper!
but my little voice in my head is egging me on to doing it
so yeah, i'm joining.
and thenn i have the stupid cambodia trip to plan out.
i wanna do the teaching side of it,
but j is like trying to get me to do fund raising
both still mean loads of planning and meetings!!
oh oh and it's my sis's wedding!!
which is yes, another dance to do.
plus all the work of helping out with stuff
my 21-22 nov weekend is totally packed! all this, NOT to mention all my work to do for school
like ia s and math portfolio, group 4 project
and my malay ib exam!
which i really really need to do well in!
wow. listing all that makes the mountain i gotta climb seem even higher now
but somethings in life just gotta be done,
and 2 years of hell is just one of them!
